| 身邊有幾個朋友日日都可以見到個男朋友..
日日有人接放工一齊dinner再送埋返屋企..
但係我果幾位朋友..
成日同我講話佢地男朋友唔夠多時間陪佢..唔理佢....
wtf...?!我唔知可以講咩...........................
我日日起身搵唔到bb..都同自己講..
亞b好忙..要乖乖地等佢返黎..唔好煩佢..
我日日都同自己講..一定可以等到..一定捱得過..
我日日都同自己講..人地留學生隔幾個月返香港..
我唔可以妒忌...因為我情況唔同..
我日日都同自己講..亞b係大囝..屋企好多野要佢理.
所以我唔可以呷醋...
亞b屋企有開心事..我又一樣好開心...
有唔開心既事..我會一齊喊..一齊唔開心一齊煩..
但係我真係會呷醋去compare點解亞b理屋企多過理我..
但係轉頭..我又同自己講..亞b係大囝..好多野要佢理..
成日睇住d留學生係fb講自己返香港..
其實真係好難唔羨慕..但係我又同自己講唔可以比..
我真係好bullshit...咩都係自己講自己諗..
真係遲早精神分裂...
今日竟然走去check機票..
我竟然想買monday既機票..
仲諗埋..monday鋪頭山門..襯屋企人出左去我就自己走..
今日...差confirm payment一隻制..只要click埋隻制張機票就係我既..
只要click埋果隻制..我就可以走..離開英國..!
但係...我係咪真係可以咩都唔理..話走就走...?!
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| 今晚放工之後...
係咁係到望出去..好想果隻自來猫快d黎..
我都唔知點解..我應該好驚猫先岩...
但係我今次一啲都唔驚..仲主動同隻猫猫玩..
我淨係知道隻猫猫好痴我..
我好想隻猫猫陪住我..
我淨係...好想有野陪住我...
猫又好...人又好...
成個summer holiday...
日日係屋企hea...hea都個人都遲鈍埋..
過埋summer holiday..都會淨係係屋企hea...
仲要hea多幾耐先可以返hk...
仲要等多幾耐先可以見到傻b...
仲要等多幾耐先可以冇時差咁講電話...
仲要等多幾耐你先可以唔駛返工有時間陪我...
仲要等多幾耐先可以過我自己想過既生活...
仲要等多幾耐先可以黎開英國...
原來...岩岩過左既21號..即係我黎左英國6年..
我亦都係到hea住咁過左6年..
幾時先可以走..? 我想過返啲充實啲既生活..
唔想再hea.......................! |
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| 星期一...唯一一日shop close...
不過今日冇出去...
一心諗住等傻b返屋企..然後陪下佢..
點知傻b有d事..唔得閒..
never mind..我要自己努力做past paper同埋功課...
親愛的大笨象...
唔理好事定壞事...開心定唔開心...
I will stand by you forever |
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| 原來...我已經好耐好耐..冇打過xanga...
因為...呢排...我寫番日記....
果日無意中拎番我同傻b本啤啤簿出黎...
睇番以前我寫過既野....
睇番我記低左好多傻b應承我既野...xd
所以...我就心血來潮...想寫番na...
咁..我下次返hk既時候..都可以帶埋本簿..
返hk同我親愛的一齊睇...<3
不過...寫啤啤簿既過程...真係辛苦...
好多次都唔識寫...
連王瀚熙3隻字...我淨係識寫過王字...
平時都係打出黎多...
但係一要我一筆一筆寫出黎...我又唔記得左啲筆劃...
不過...傻b....係好耐好耐之前.....
已經發現啲生日card...拍拖紀念card, 聖誕card, 情人節card.....
都係成日寫錯佢個名........xddd
不過...傻b小人不記我呢位大人過...會原諒我既.....xddd
王小b.....我好掛住你...
somingming.....6月10號...又返hk喇..... |
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| Cant stop myself thinking of U....
Cant stop myself fucking fall in love with U...
Cant stop myself fucking think of the long distance...
Cant stop myself begin stupid for doing something which is impossible...
Cant stop myself to comparing everything between both of us since I moved to this bloody country...
Cant stop myself to think of my future...well...(no hope)
SOMEONE PLZ HELP ME GET OUT OF HERE...
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